What is a real experience of emptiness?
I see it as not a denial of desires and identity, nor disconnecting from life.
I have glimpses of state of total emptiness and feeling there is a feeling of being totaly alive.
Blocking desires and trying to avoid neediness I see as puting blockages on the own flow of energy - that energy that fills all and I don't perceive it as reaching a state of emptiness.
Desires are powerful ways of creating and this is our universal power - creating, experimenting, destroying, being touched by own creation.
Trying to hold to desires and their effects I experience as a blockage on my energy flow. For example I desire someone strongly and I focus on that person so much that in reality I block our natural exchange and communication flow. I just focus on my desire and not really seeing the person.
Then the power of emptiness comes in.... When I allow myself to be fully open and letting ALL to flow through me. All - all feelings without catching them and trying to understand them. It might seem to be not focused state where I don't make a choice but it is highly liberating state where I am not attached to constant definition and analyze... In this state of opening part of it is to be empty...no strings attached to any definition. This emptiness allows to switch of limiting thinking and open on the quality that connects all - space.... Vastness... Expansion...
There exists love as a factor connecting all...
In that place relations with others change perspective. I no longer need and hold to other as qualities of other flow through me...
That field of love is coherent and contains all .
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