She appeared as a Goddess in the eye of a chaos.
When all elements were circling and lost themselves in the motion, she appeared still in the middle.
She was aware that she is born in the dark eye, in the centre of a spiral of All That Is.
For long she was dormant, not awake.
In moments she was awake .... weaving her presence into the cycles...
She knew so well how to stay conscious in cycles, she was born in the eye of chaos.
It happened naturally that she was a force to come into disbalance. She could easily go in between the pieces of reality like an underground river, gently yet strongly flowing between stones, roots and rotening bones.
It was natural that she came face to face with a Dark Father.
The ruler of a situation.
The dominant.
The master.
The one who was feeding himself with suffering of living ones.
As all is in motion, to complete the Big Cycle of Life, so was her presence - to face the Dark Father and bring Him back into the Flow of Life that He was trying to stop.
She stood against Him as many later said. But she was just still in the eye of chaos, naturally bringing the flow back... so that no cruelty can stop it.
Some were scared of her, some admired her... Not many knew that deep inside she dreamt of simple life enjoyements and natural easy flow.
For many she stayed in a memory as The One Who Stood Against The Dark Father.
It was her biggest blessing and biggest curse.
How many of us women carry this mark, not being fully aware that it is perceived as a dark force and disobeidiance and it is a way to bring the Flow of Life back.
How many of us women struggle with pieces of that power...
These pieces that were used as weapons to stop a destructive force of masculinity, and later they stayed in awarnes like open knives against ones we love.
Now we are singing back the cooling stillness that is a quality of Lilith, the One That Was Born in The Eye of Chaos.
16.09.2015